baggage's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Emo Emo Emo yeah yeah Dearest Vex, I've been thinking about you lately. And it's not because I've been a bad. It's just that, well, I've merely thought about the possibility of being bad. I haven't done anything that could be classified as "bad"-save maybe the occasional hit of chronic. But, I've been wondering-does merely thinking about being bad and considering the complications of said "badness" make one "bad?" Oh dear. OK, as I was saying (I'm so out of breath), I've found that this large supply of guilt has, thus far, been sufficient to keep my badness in check (Does anyone have a smoke? I so need a smoke). And that, although I may think about being bad beyond bad, I'm really just a wanna-be-bad. Really. Sincerely, -------------------- I don't understand why someone would leave one online journal in favor of another. Is there a difference here which I'm just not capable of experiencing? After all, a url is a url. And considering that anyone could sign up with just about any journal/blog service, what makes one more exclusive than the other? I suppose little social dividers of coolness must exist whenever people are involved. It just seems silly to me. It's all a mystery to me, dahlings. Such a sweet mystery of life. ------------------- So a friend stopped by the other night and we were talking about online journals. "That's so gay," he said. And this is someone I consider a friend. Perhaps I should find myself more open-minded companions. At the very least, companions who don't use the word gay in such a manner. ------------------- Girl-Unit is doing amazing things right now. I'm so unbelievably proud of her. ------------------- I'm unbelievably giddy about music right now. The week between Christmas and New Year's will be spent camped out in a recording studio and I couldn't be more thrilled. Yay me. ------------------- I so prefer the company of older folks. They exude a balance that I find lacking in my peers and in myself. I want that balance-that wisdom-I want it now at 36 so I can go through the rest of my life as free as possible from all the second-hand garbage that goes through my insecure little mind. -------------------- Oh and Vex? I loved your last entry. I really did. Sniff. 8:57 p.m. - 2004-12-15 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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